Because someone asked. (But you don't really want to know)

No, life isn't always fun and I do not laugh at everything.

I laugh because it does no good to cry.

I am not optimistic.

I just refuse to be over come by the darkness.

I am not inspirational.

I am weak and desperate, but willing to try anything to fix things.

I am not a good person.

I am the product of consequences.

And I am bitter because not all of the choices were mine.

I cannot change. I can only keep moving forward,

And hope that one day I can be the person other people see in me.

For now it is just a mask, an echo.

No, this is not me, and life is not fun at all.