"As long as you're here, it's just a fight. As soon as you get a place, then it's a divorce."
(House to Wilson on why he might be dragging his feet in moving out and getting a divorce lawyer.)
I suppose I'm dragging my feet. I suppose I should stop talking and start walking. I suppose~
I suppose that while it's true that I'm excited about my pending independence I'm actually terrified that I might not be able to make it on my own financially. From a distance I can convince myself that I can do it and I can do without, but when the time comes I back off because it's just not feasible.
Of course it's feasible. And yes, it will be financially difficult but here and now, looking into the future I know it will be worth it. If only I can convince my present self that there is no convenient, good time so it may as well be now.
8 years ago